definitely , a christmas to remember. ♥

todae , i had tons of fun with mai family ! it all started when mai alarm went off , "yer subtleties. .they strangle me. .i can`t explain maiself at all. ." when i looked at mai celfone , it displayed 12:00am . IT`S CHRISTMAS TIME ! time to partei ! i immediately woke up the others. .i was so excited even though it was then agen , a quiet && peaceful nite . as usual , there were no fireworks . we unwrapped our gifts , ate the LECHON [!] && watched a few shows on TV before going to sleep . when we woke up later that morning , we found out that we were going to PARAISO , a beach resort beside MERGRANDE . we were so excited ! we packed our things && got ready for the event . unfortunately , we got a little delayed bcuz of mai small cuzn`s fault . nyweiz , he`s just a kid && it`s a long story . we almost thought we wud never make it to the beach . lucky for us , mai parents were still in a good enuf mood . when we arrived at the said area , we immediately arranged our things && cooked smthin` for breakfast && lunch . aftr cooking , we immediately dived into the deep blue waters of PARAISO beach resort . it was freakin` cold at first ! *burr. -__-"* [`twas early in the mornin`] . then later on , we got used to the water . [we dived into the waters for 3 rounds. XD] we played with the big waves && laffed our hearts out . when we eventually got tired , we took a shower && changed into comfy clothes . we decided to have our pix taken in the different spots in the said resort . aftr sometime , we didn`t notice that we took bowt a hundred pix already ! XD aftr PARAISO , we moved on to QL . [hey ! it isn`t as bad as we all think it is !] it was certainly a very nice place ! i loved the very beautiful view ! we saw ostriches that were effin` huge ! i saw David`s statue that was totally huge , too ! under his statue , there were sharks so we didn`t really go near it . agen we took pix of our memorable stop.over. :D then , we ate ice cream . finally , we all went home , xooper tired ! XD

*still having a hangover ! haha XD that`s all for our unforgettable adventure. ^^, it was definitely , a christmas to remember , one that i will never ever forget. ^_~

MERRY CHRISTMAS !! ♥

won`t go home without yoo ..

~currently addicted to this song. :D

I asked her to stay but she wouldn`t listen
She left before I had the chance to say (Oh)
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it`s far too late , she`s gone away

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking : "Why does this happen to me ?
Why does every moment have to be so hard ?"
Hard to believe that

It`s not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won`t go home without you

The taste of your breath , I`ll never get over
The noises that you made kept me awake (Oh)
The weight of things that remained unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking : "Why does this happen to me ?
Why does every moment have to be so hard ?"
Hard to believe that

It`s not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won`t go home without you

It`s not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won`t go home without you

Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go , oh oh oh

It`s not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won`t go home without you

It`s not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won`t go home without you
And I won`t go home without you
And I won`t go home without you

And I won`t go home without you

*countdown till xmas ! woot ~ MERRY CHRISTMAS TO Y`ALL !! ^^,

i can xooper relate to this song. :|

Drew looks at me , I fake a smile so he won`t see
That I want and I`m needing everything that we should be
I`ll bet she`s beautiful , that girl he talks about
And she`s got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me , I laugh cause it`s so damn funny
That I can`t even see anyone when he`s with me
He says he`s so in love , he`s finally got it right ,
I wonder if he knows he`s all I think about at night

[Chorus :]

He`s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He`s the song in the car I keep singing , don`t know why I do

Drew walks by me , can he tell that I can`t breathe ?
And there he goes , so perfectly ,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She`d better hold him tight , give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she`s lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone , as I turn out the light
I`ll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He`s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who`s got enough of me to break my heart
He`s the song in the car I keep singing , don`t know why I do
He`s the time taken up , but there`s never enough
And he`s all that I need to fall into ..

Drew looks at me , I fake a smile so he won`t see .

:`(

*I will lahb yoo forever && ever. ♥*

"This is a photo i editted . the captions says 'my hand && his . perfect combination ^^

we lahb each other forever. ♥"

*I will lahb yoo forever && ever. ♥*

a letter sent by God .

My Child ,
yoo may not know me , but i know everything bowt yoo . [psalm 139 : 1]

i know wen yoo sit down && wen yoo rise up . [psalm 139 : 2]

i am familiar wd ol yer ways . [psalm 139 : 3]

even the very hairs on yer head are numbered . [matthew 10 : 29 - 31]

fer yoo were made in mai image . [genesis 1 : 27]

in me yoo live && move && have yer being . [acts 17 : 28]

fer yoo are mai offspring . [acts 17 : 28]

i knew yoo evn before yoo were conceived . [jeremiah 1 : 4 - 5]

i chose yoo when i planned creation . [ephesians 1 : 11 - 12]

yoo were not a mistake , fer ol yer days are written in mai book . [psalm 139 : 15 - 16]

i determined the exact time of yer birth && wer yoo would live . [acts 17 : 26]

yoo are fearfully && wonderfully made . [psalm 139 : 14]

i knit yoo together in yer mother's womb . [psalm 139 : 13]

&& brought yoo forth on the day yoo were born . [psalm 71 : 6]

i have been misrepresented by those who don't know me . [john 8 : 41 - 44]

i am not distant && angry , but am the complete expression of love . [1 john 3 : 1]

&& it is mai desire to lavish my love on yoo . [1 john 3 : 1]

simply bcuz yoo are mai child && i am yer father . [1 john 3 : 1]

i offer yoo more than yer earthly father ever could . [matthew 7 : 11]

fer i am the perfect father . [matthew 5 : 48]

every good gift that yoo receive comes from mai hand . [james 1 : 17]

fer i am yer provider && i meet ol yer needs . [matthew 6 : 31 - 33]

mai plan fer yer future has olweiz been filled wd hope . [jeremiah 29 : 11]

bcuz i lahb yoo wd an everlasting lahb . [jeremiah 31 : 3]

mai thoughts toward yoo are countless as the sand on the seashore . [psalms 139 : 17 - 18]

&& i rejoice uber yoo wd singing . [zephaniah 3 : 17]

i will never stop doing good to yoo . [jeremiah 32 : 40]

fer yoo are mai treasured possession . [exodus 19 : 5]

i desire to establish yoo wd ol mai ♥ && ol mai soul . [jeremiah 32 : 41]

&& i want to show yoo great && marvelous things . [jeremiah 33 : 3]

if yoo seek me wd ol yer ♥ , yoo will find me . [deuteronomy 4 : 29]

delight in me && i will give yoo the desires of yer ♥ . [psalm 37 : 4]

fer it is i who gave yoo those desires . [philippians 2 : 13]

i am able to do more fer yoo than yoo could possibly imagine . [ephesians 3 : 20]

fer i am yer greatest encourager . [2 thessalonians 2 : 16 - 17]

i am also the Father who comforts yoo in ol yer troubles . [2 corinthians 1 : 3 - 4]

when yoo are brokenhearted , i am close to yoo . [psalm 34 : 18]

as a shepherd carries a lamb , i have carried yoo close to my ♥ . [isaiah 40 : 11]

one day i will wipe away every tear from yer eyes . [revelation 21 : 3 - 4]

&& i'll take away ol the pain yoo have suffered on this earth . [revelation 21 : 3 - 4]

i am yer Father , && i lahb yoo even as i lahb mai son , Jesus . [john 17 : 23]

fer in Jesus , mai lahb fer yoo is revealed . [john 17 : 26]

he is the exact representation of mai being . [hebrews 1 : 3]

he came to demonstrate that i am fer yoo , not against yoo . [romans 8 : 31]

&& to tell yoo that i am not counting yer sins . [2 corinthians 5 : 18 - 19]

Jesus died so that yoo && i could be reconciled . [2 corinthians 5 : 18 - 19]

His death was the ultimate expression of mai lahb fer yoo . [1 john 4 : 10]

i gave up everything i loved that i might gain yer lahb . [romans 8 : 31 - 32]

if yoo receive the gift of mai son Jesus , yoo receive me . [1 john 2 : 23]

&& nothing will ever separate yoo from mai lahb agen . [romans 8 : 38 - 39]

come home && i'll throw the biggest partei heaven has ever seen . [luke 15 : 7]

i have olweiz been Father , && will olweiz be Father . [ephesians 3 : 14 - 15]

mai question is. . .will yoo be mai child ? [john 1 : 12 - 13]

i am waiting fer yoo . [luke 15 : 11 - 32]

Love , Yer Dad .
Almighty God

a composition bowt CAT. :]

here is a composition i made fer a school paper [the ADDU college school paper]. .mrs. bolaños said if the article won , it wud be published in that school paper . i jst found it && felt liek sharing it here . so , here goes ..

When I heard from my friend that there was going to be a CAT Summer Training, I was encouraged to join the medic training. We went to the orientation and learned that the training for the officers and medics were separated. They mentioned that it would be better if we decided to become an officer, since it has more chances of becoming disciplined and becoming a good leader of the school. What the tactical officers said at that orientation really got me thinking a lot. Those deep, encouraging words that they said at the orientation inspired and encouraged me to join the officers’ training instead, even if it meant disobeying my father’s will. The truth behind it was, before I decided to join the officers’ training, I got into a fight with my father because he didn’t want me to join that training thinking that it would affect my academics. He also said that he didn’t want me to join because the training was rigorous for a girl like me, for he himself has already experienced that before and he really thinks that I wouldn’t make it. Still, I stood my ground and fought for what I wanted, because I wanted to prove to my parents that I am not as weak as they think I am and that I can be a good leader.

On the first day of training, I knew I would be in big trouble because I arrived late. Luckily, the tactical officers were still gentle to us at that time, so I didn’t have to worry about my standing. Later that morning, we started with an early morning exercise. It was so exhausting! I barely thought that I would make it. I never imagined that the exercise would be that exhausting. After exercising, we changed our uniforms and proceeded to our classroom where we listened to a lecture about military courtesy and discipline, leadership, etc. That kind of routine went on for days, even weeks. Every morning, I had to wake up very early at 3:00AM just to be saved from tardiness. I didn’t mind the coldness of the water every time I took a bath early in the morning. I knew I had to make a sacrifice just to pass this training. I knew it would be worth it in the end.

On the third day of the training, that was the day of our “reception” or so-called welcoming for all of us. That’s where the muddy scenes come in. It was sort of an initiation, very rigorous and impossible to pass for someone who doesn’t have the heart to become a good leader, making one want to quit, go home and relax instead. Each one of us was asked if we still wanted to continue. We were asked at every station we went to. I had to admit that it was kind of harsh but I knew it was just a test to see how strong, willful and determined we are, if we really wanted to stick to what we wanted to pursue from the very beginning. After the muddy reception, we all took turns taking a bath and the rest of the day was spent for relaxing. We were then taught of the parts of the rifle and how to use them. By the end of the day, we had the knowledge on how to hold them and take care of them.

Time flied by so fast, even in the absence of fun, if I do say so myself. By the third week of our training, it was time for our final test—our survival. In this final test, I was able to learn by heart the value of true unity of minds and hearts. I learned that so many heads are truly better than one. I learned how to be independent in my own way. I learned how to trust other people more. I learned how to be brave and just trust my instincts. When my father visited me, he saw the hard work that I exerted and put through this entire training. I knew by then that I didn’t waste the efforts that I made in this training. By the end of our survival, I learned the value of true friendship. It was also hard to believe then that it was finally over. We graduated from our training and became the official officers of the school. I saw in my father’s face that he was proud, that mother and he raised a strong girl. I felt even prouder than him. I faced the difficult and rigorous training which was at the start, really hard to imagine that I actually could. I felt so happy and I considered that moment as the greatest achievement I ever made in my entire life, one that I can and will never ever forget.

"i will forever cherish those moments in mai layp .

i thank God i met my batchmates . i feel so complete. :]"

86 ain't that bad. :]

yipee !! i'm rejoicing !! haha . the whole week , i was fretting . all i cud think about was my grade in math . && if i wud be an honor student agen for the 2nd quarter . my head was not in the lessons . i was down in the dumps && sometimes i hurt the special people in my life because of my moody personality this week . i'm sorry okei ? hope yoo undrstnd .

nyweiz , thanks for the people who comforted me yesterday && reassured me that everything's gonna be fine . thnx for all the prayers. :D i highly appreciate it . i'm so hapee !! all my grades for the major subjects kicked up a notch [well , except for math of course . XD] && i retained my math grade !! haha :p [chambaherang daq. :))] well , i still felt a lil disappointed bcuz all my grades for the makabayan subjcts went low . && hard to believe , evn my CAT grade . waaaa. :p xge lng . bawi for 3rd qtr. :D thnx for my inspiration , MARC FORTES . && i congratulate him too for being the top 1 in their class ! he's totally smart !! syang ndi umabot , pwo honor na sna xa. :D xge lng . i know he can do it . i lahb yoo baby !! muah ! ♥

p.s. just so yoo know , my grade in math is still 86 . haha XD